Titetle. If i start hormones my mother is going to kill herself probably, My extended family will cut contact with me. I love them all. I’ll also be seen as a freak by society, What the fuck do i do? Prettyboy cope? I can’t even do that with how masculine my genes will eventually make me. Do i quit and become a chaser to fulfill myself in meta attraction? Or just… i don’t really know. Every close one i know tells me I’m a man and I’m deluding myself. That I lost my mind from lack of human interaction. Somewhat true also, but they can never know truly how it’s like.

I’m gonna need a ffs anyway at this point. Should’ve started at 20. I’m 22 now. Fuck me.

  • PIČKOVAR 🏴‍☠️
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    5 days ago

    You should start as soon as possible. If you’re this miserable now imagine how much worse it’ll be. Your extended family isn’t even real family if they’d cut you off like that, and as for your mom, you can hide it for as long as you want and try talking to her about it.

    • BasedandtrollpilledOP
      2·
      5 days ago

      My peers won’t cut me off but my aunt will get scared of me becoming an evil trannie and forbid her children from speaking to me. Also disgracing the family etc etc.

      • PIČKOVAR 🏴‍☠️
        2·
        5 days ago

        As someone who’s been taking t for almost 7 months now and hiding it from everyone, I’m fully prepared to lose all my family over this. I know it might seem like a tough decision, but think about it, would you really rather keep living as a moid or have your family cut you off? There’s no right answer, but to gain your life back you’re gonna need to decide if you want to lose some things as well.