cross-posted from: https://tranistan.com/post/25550

Titetle. If i start hormones my mother is going to kill herself probably, My extended family will cut contact with me. I love them all. I’ll also be seen as a freak by society, What the fuck do i do? Prettyboy cope? I can’t even do that with how masculine my genes will eventually make me. Do i quit and become a chaser to fulfill myself in meta attraction? Or just… i don’t really know. Every close one i know tells me I’m a man and I’m deluding myself. That I lost my mind from lack of human interaction. Somewhat true also, but they can never know truly how it’s like.

I’m gonna need a ffs anyway at this point. Should’ve started at 20. I’m 22 now. Fuck me.

  • Ababil
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    4 days ago

    my mother is going to kill herself probably

    Turkish moms like to say they will kill themselves at every little inconvience (jsut like me)

      • Ababil
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        4 days ago

        probably not… idk. my dad said the same thing though: ‘‘I will jump off a bridge If I lose you’’

        losing is a synonym for: me trooning out

        • BasedandtrollpilledOP
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          4 days ago

          She told me she’ll off our whole family then finally off herself… Extremism runs in the family…

          • Ababil
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            4 days ago

            She told me she’ll off our whole family

            That is concerning… does she really have the guts to do that though? I think it’s just a bluff unless she is… extremely conservative (DAESH levels) and delusional

            • BasedandtrollpilledOP
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              4 days ago

              The whole family is gutsy, she isn’t extremist in political sense lol. I think there’s a considerable chance she can do it though