I didn’t feel much dysphoria for a week, why did it come back…

  • Zmeya04
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    Dysphoria can fluctuate. Having it doesn’t mean you need to be in agonizing pain 24/7. Some days can be okay, others not.

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      I’ve heard that, but seeing people here know from early childhood and being suicidal makes me feel like a rapehon moid fake tranny AGP ROGD

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        Me as well but not all people are the same especially when it comes to mental conditions like dysphoria. There’s so many things that can influence about how people feel about being born the wrong sex and some people are just stronger and are able to cope with it better before realizing. Some deny they have dysphoria or just don’t realize because it is the baseline for how they feel.

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          My cope is that less extreme trannies like this just become sneedhons or go on r/mtf

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      When it arrives. But I’m faketrans. People will probably realize I’m a tranny after summer. I won’t be able to go swimming during vacation if my nipples/boobs grew. If somebody finds out… I’m so fucked I’ll lose all my future. But if that happens I’ll just rope right? You can always rope of course

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          I’m not on HRT yet, it will arrive in a week.

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          So from like a week from now on, if I started to take hrt, would I be able to be shirtless on a beach in July?

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              How do I change my clothes in a PE changing room where there are multiple guys around? I’ll have to survive 1 more year of highschool in such circumstances. I can’t wear a bra in a room like this obv, lying about gyno would make them realize I’m s tranny, am I fucked?

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                  Everyone says that, meanwhile I am brainstorming and found no solution yet. But fuck it either way I’m going on HRT, life is better than being dead

  • Tamara
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    Good for you, literally the best decision you can make. Dysphoria comes in waves, it always will be back after some time. Just don’t try thinking that feeling better is a sign that you can stop lol