Don’t just say no give a reason. If you say no without a reason idk I’ll explode you with my mind or something

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      5 days ago

      No… I though you wanted to DIY orchi…

      Now this is a different topic… don’t kys!

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        Is there a reason I shouldn’t

        Preferably an actual one and not the stuff already said under this post

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          I don’t have magic words that can fix you… I can’t give you words that will guarantee that you won’t or will life a good life… all I can do is to say a couple things… which are that life isn’t all terrible… it can be horrific and painful… even you will have experienced something nice in life… why not keeping living for that… maybe that’s silly… maybe you can’t feel any joy right now… but you once did… even if you don’t remember… so it stands to reason you can again… might take a while… might take a very long time… that sucks a lot… but if you’ve got nothing to lose anyway… if it wouldn’t make a difference… why not place your bets on life instead of death… why not… even if I wiped your mind… believe… believe that it could be better… one day… maybe just for one day… but why not… why not still put your bets there… after all… isn’t it lame go give up… if you’re numb anyway and nothing matters… why not give life a try…

          That’s the indomitable spirit… it’s not actually there… not actually unbreakable… we all break at a certain point… but that which we believe shapes reality or at least our perception of it… so why not believe that you are stronger than your pain… sounds like a pretty cool thing to believe in, if you ask me… why not say “fuck you” to whatever plagues you… if you hate life… fair enough… there’s enough shitty things in life… but why not live… out of sheer fucking spite against all the things that want you dead…

          You say… why not kill myself…

          Well… why not stay alive…

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            I am impossible to cure I have been constantly depressed since I gained consciousness at age 12 and developed dysphoria out of nowhere

            My body will never be repaired so it will never get better. Why keep suffering when pain is all I’ll ever experience

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              Pain is price we pay for moments of happiness… also… there is no cure for pain… pain will always be there… but suffering… suffering is different from pain… suffering is to turn away from joy and allow yourself to be consumed by pain by not giving joyful moments their due… you will feel pain but you choose to suffer… accept pain and joy as equals in life and you will become free from suffering… mourn your wounds

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                There is simply not enough joy in my life so they can’t be equal. The most joy I ever get is temporary relief from suffering but that’s it, and only for a short period of time

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                  They are equal, not in quantity, but in importance. Idk… I just don’t want you to give up… I don’t have all the answers… you just seem like a nice person and I dont want you to kill yourself… I want you to stay alive and hopefully one day be happy… I’ve been suicidal since I was 12y old as well… attempted three times… but it can get better

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                    Yeah and I have a lack of joy regardless. Important sure but I don’t have it