Let’s become rapehons together 🥰🌟✨🤩

Alright, I’m joking. I’ll tell you a story instead. I think i fell in love three times. Each of them taught me something. 2 girls, 1 boy. The first girl, i fell in love so hard it’s still an event that shapes how i interact with girls today, it led me to be scared of having relationship with women, and women want a man who’s taking the lead but i was pure and effeminate with my love as a male. I abstained from masturbating etc to girls I’m attracted to/love unlike boys my age because I was afraid it’d contaminate my pure love for her. She rejected me. The other girl, led me on, confused me, caused be immense emotional anguish. Led me to prioritize myself over people in life, led me to not be delusional in how i interact with people(i had a tendency to impose my delusions on how i see people I’m attracted to) Both these girls led me on btw. The boy, i had a long distance relationship with and was the first stable relationship where i was able to let go of my crippling anxiety regarding relationships, he broke it off due to personal reasons. All of these taught me i had to love the way i was comfortable in. Sexuality is not evil. If In it’s pure form, it’s something that shows itself when you love someone, something that arises naturally and doesn’t irritate you or disgust you. It’s pleasant. I don’t like the meaningless bouts of lust i get much like you and abstain from entertaining them. But don’t force yourself to hate a part of you that has a chance to be something beautiful and make you happy.