I’m gonna prove to you all that I’m a subhuman AGP faketrans pervert who doesn’t deserve to transition…
Honeslty I would love for you all to make me kill myself after me confessing all this so that I never get the chance to become a rapehon OpticsSuperNuke…
Here’s my confession…
- Porn addiction starting with 11y old…
- Female Masturbation, Lesbian porn etc…
- Desensitization and escalation occurred…
- Started feeling violated and forced to do it…
- At times was even bleeding and in bad pain…
- Tried stopping over and over again but failed…
- Started to hate my penis and wanted it gone…
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- Started being envious of women’s “pleasure”…
- Wished I was a hermaphrodite for sex once…
- Wanted to masturbate “like a woman”…
- Started imagining myself as a lesbian…
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- Learned the term AGP and shut it down…
- Escaped back into very bad hetero porn…
- Bigoted right wing phase full of hatred…
- Later after figuring out I’m bisexual…
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- Starting to kineq question my gender…
- Sexually crossdressed twice (I need to rope)
- Then my egg cracked and I very depressed
- Fell into kind of sexual madness for a week
- Tried masturbatint “like a woman”… felt bad
- Was in a lot of anguish and felt so ashamed
- Felt I was trying to fuck the pain away…
- Since then never did that stuff again
- Simply fell back into the usual routine .
So… wouldn’t you all agree… I am definelty AGP…
I deserve the most violent death imaginable.
fuck you
I’m sorry… what the fuck am I supposed to say… I’m sorry… this topic is just the worst thing for me… it’s been one of the reasons that I’ve been horribly mentally ill since I entered puberty… this stuff was just so traumatic to me… it’s not normal for a 15y old to want to cut off his penis because he feels like it’s forcing him to be a sexual monster… and also all this has made me feel so unworthy of love or forgiveness… I’ve just felt so sinful and disgusted with myself for years… this stuff genuinely has hurt me deeply… I know you’re angry but what do you expect of me… I can’t just idk… accept all this stuff…
And me growing up listening to transphobes like Matt fucking Walsh hasn’t helped me and fucked up my brain semi permanently… of course I’m gonna say bullshit but it just won’t stop… the constant assault of my mind against me just won’t stop…
I’m sorry for being like this.