What’s it like in your mind? How do you think about things? I need to understand your perspective. I’m so curious and I need to peek over the fence.

    • Ya'll_Are_Bots (Tay)
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      11 days ago

      I’m on west coast time and I can’t sleep cause I have a painful stye in my eye 🙃

      I defo think I fit the bill for this post, but I believe it’s largely because I’m like 1.5-2x older than everybody here so the world I grew up in wasn’t nearly as fucking loud and saturated and narcissistic as most of the lil basket cases in this server 🤷🏻‍♀️

      My mother was a wretched drunk, but after 7 I only saw her on the weekends and my father was fully uninterested or emotionally unequipped to have children so I was mostly raised by books, teachers, and Mother Nature 💁🏻‍♀️

      Thus I’m so fucking charming

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          12 days ago

          ?_? okay… How? It’s not even about me, just stuff u described are the worst stuff that can happen to a person, u can’t just casually say that, compared to u I’m a fucking luxurious fucking white princess

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            12 days ago

            like I said, comparison is foolish. our suffering is ours, and it is the greatest and only suffering we can know.

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              12 days ago

              Yeah, but everything in the world is measurable, sorry low-key I need a way to devalue myself :>

              At least I’ll make sure to use my privilege to maximum extent, tho I already failing at it… I’m not even functional… Genuinely how do u do it? U have some advice or whatever? My brain only loves to torture me not being productive

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                12 days ago

                I don’t really know myself. (though again, there isn’t really any privilege in being a trans woman. it doesn’t get much lower on the totem pole.) Advice for what? Just so I know how to answer here.

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                  12 days ago

                  How are u function and I’m falling apart while I didn’t experience anything that bad, how do u hold on? Ig that

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                    11 days ago

                    Hard to say. I don’t really know myself. It’s important to not compare us, since we’re different and all. You’ve suffered just as much as me, after all. I hold on to help people and because I don’t mind suffering to do so.