Sexualities! How many of us have them? A question that I’ve always been interested in around here. While “I literally despise my ability to feel arousal.” takes are welcome, I’m interested in more positive views as well. They seem more uncommon.
Sexualities! How many of us have them? A question that I’ve always been interested in around here. While “I literally despise my ability to feel arousal.” takes are welcome, I’m interested in more positive views as well. They seem more uncommon.
i killed my sex drive with extreme amounts of coping and probably a lot of estrogen. while i appreciate not having to masturbate with what i despise, it still is almost like a mental block. before that, i hated sex, but testosterone is a beast that really has no off switch. i think im asexual from chemical castration, but it wouldn’t be true to say im explicitly against sex, just against sex with the body i have. while it hurts, its probably the safest option for me, and it definitely lets me stay out of potentially dangerous situations i was putting myself in before. i still get turned on but i sort of regret the fact it is usually very abstract or just, imagining things without me really being there.