i was always forced and abused while my brothers weren’t. i wasn’t allowed to do anything. i couldn’t even grow out my hair until i was 20. i was abused, gaslighted, and forced to. do things my dad wanted that he likes my entire fucking life. why did i have to be the old worthless subhuman unlovable freak. i genuinely just need to kill myself. my brothers weren’t treated like this. they could say no to these things; they weren’t abused and threatened

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    2 days ago

    im sorry, parents are evil and they knowingly and willingly neglect or abuse one of us but not the others i recall one time i accused them of picking favorites; father -> my sister, mother -> my brother they didnt even bother to deny it. theyre fucking evil never trust your parents stay alive, thats the biggest revenge you can inflict on them

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    2 days ago

    … oh that actually explains a lot… i’m sry that’s truly horrible and fucked up :(