I feel like a moid, but also thats how id feel if i was having a serious mental health crisis or smth. Im scared to actually do anything because what if i wanna be a woman again in a few months and this was just an episode and then i wanna die. but also doing nothing and looking like this makes me wanna die. idk what to do it doesnt make sense to me that i used to like being a woman and now it makes me want to throw up, i dont understand how that happens

  • DysphoriaGirl
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    3 days ago

    I think honestly that you should take care of acute mental health stuff and stabilize a bit before taking any huge steps… but yk I’m a repper so my opinion is maybe not the best… still especially with the hallucination stuff… I’d try to stabilize first.

  • boygirlfreakthing
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    3 days ago

    alex, i’ll take ‘posts that could have only been made by sandwich or any ftm’ for 200, pls

  • QuantumDisaster
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    3 days ago

    how long would this episode have theoretically lasted and is this the only symptom?

    • Loose_Sandwich9217OP
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      3 days ago

      since like january/december

      and im really suicidal and hallucinate sometimes but thats just kinda normal for me im always like that, ig im more depressed and suicidal than i usually would be? ive been way way more neurotic and unstable as well ig but thats probably just because my mental health is worse

  • dollcomplex_
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    3 days ago

    Do you think some of the distress is caused by the mismatch between your face, body, and voice?