I genuinely feel at times that I’m some ghost that possessed this body rather than it’s me. I don’t see young me as me in any aspect. Like my tranny soul stole the body of a young girl. Idk I’m sure someone will say I might have some disorder or some shit
i cant remember my childhood much, (0-9ish) but i feel im the same person i was in adolescence.
troon thoughts didnt even start until i was 18, but the continuous suicide ideation from age 10 until the present gives me enough continuity to feel a stable sense of self really