i was like this as a tiny kid, i am told, i wasnt raised in a environment that in nurrareged it, definitely not in boys. why am i lkke this???
u all already total me gendered souls r bs, none of u care about that when it comes to who should trooning out!
i really cant remember most of my childhood. and feel like 3 people. I need to get that together, i wish i could remember being younger they 15
Do you keep a diary?
I find that really helps me just generally in life, because it allows me to go back and reread my actual contemporaneous thoughts and feelings, and to therefore see patterns in a whole new way
no. but i might start
Please do, I think everybody should at least try, I go for 4/7 days a week and don’t force yourself to write about anything in particular, just a thing that happened that day or generally what you’re feeling, even if it’s to write about how you can’t think of anything to write about.
It’s the ritual building of it that’s important, and then when you’ve filled one small diary with entries, go back and give it a read, with a different colored pen or highlighter or whatever acting as current-mindset-you reflecting on past -mindset you,
If I could share one thing from my life that has been the anchor through so much of my tumultuous time herein, it’s the habit of regular to semi-regular pen-on-paper diary keeping.
I know who I am in large part and have always been because I’ve existed on the page longer and more densely than any of my memories- and I know they are 100% me, so even me From 2010 or me From yesterday, they are all the same voice in my head, and I think that’s very… humbling?