Im not a realtrans. just a femboy. but that is OK.

  • Fuwarei
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    2 days ago

    Then take your pills Alice now. I was hard in denial for like a month because my dysphoria got so bad that I had actually realized I have to troon out. Before I was femboy/enby coping. You are true repping for longer than me, yet you won’t take HRT while I do? I’m in the same situation, if family or friends realize I’ll be fucked. But I understand the consequences of lack of action. I don’t want to John 50.

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      I’ve tried. I’ve tried making myself do it and transition but I’m just endlessly stuck in this loop of doubt and self denial. It’s so bad. Aggghhhh. I wish I could not be so dumb. But my mind keeps killing me.

      AGP this. Blanchard that. Depression here. Borderline there. Sexuality that. Desires that. And transitioning here. Consequences there. Regret this. Repression that. Despair everywhre And it won’t end!!! Won’t leave me alone

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        2 days ago

        Same, had the same thoughts. But 4tran made me accept that I’m a tranny. Now I’m sure