• Fuwarei
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    No he created you to be this way. If not, then why doesn’t he help you? You have no guarantee he’ll ever reward you in your afterlife, how do you know he won’t abandon you? Focus on what you can do right now, and contribute positively to the world. That’s what he’d want you to do. I’m sure of it. Why should he care about you manifesting the traits he gifted you with. That’s so dumb

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      He doesn’t help becaus I turned away. It’s my fault. Everything is always my fault. Also these traits I wasn’t given. I was so different. So much more pure. Then I over and over made mistakes. I became like this. Became a monster. I was never very feminine. Never knew early on. I was always weak. That’s true. Insufficent. But not rejected from the category of men. Especially not as my body became that.

      God doesn’t gift you with curses unless he wants you to cure them. I’m so rotten… all of my inside is rotten and twisted.

      It just needs to end. But I can’t do it.

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        Then why do some children get uncurable cancer? Some curses can’t be cured and you were made that way. You should accept yourself the way you are, just like you said god wants you to. Accept being a troon,

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          Some people are meant to suffer and die and then be happy afterwards for enduring it.

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            If being a troon is so bad you can endure it too.

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                If becoming a troon in your words carries suffering, then you can endure the suffering of being a troon and you’ll be rewarded for your suffering. You don’t need to suffer as a repper