and i’m such a fool

because i should have already started hrt years ago

now every single day i’m haunted by these past years

sometimes they feel so real that i can change the past for a second, before i snap back to reality

all i can do is move on, but i don’t want to, because how am i supposed to live after wasting all that time?

it was supposed to be the best time of my life

now i got nothing to be happy for, excited for, looking forward to