• Ababil
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    5 days ago

    same on the porn actually. It made me have disgusting delusions about trooning out.

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      5 days ago

      Bro… you’re a worse repper than me…

      How did porn make me queer if all I saw was always the most hetero shit ever???

      It doesn’t make sense…look if you think it caused it, then stop, like I’m trying to, and then tell me if you’ve quit if you still have dysphoria because if you do, guess what.

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        for me i just saw trannie and femboy porn and it was over… the virus slowly creeped up to my mind.

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          Euh… okay… then stop… see if that helps… idk what to tell you… I have seen a lot of stuff… let me be honest… having struggle with this shit for essentially an entire decade… I’m all kinda ways messed up… but that’s the thing… I understand what happened to me is messed up and not that I am messed up… look I was also constantly worried that I am just a perverted freak… but it takes time, self acceptance, working through shame and also experience and now when thinking about certain things… no, I don’t feel or think that I am a perv because what I want is to be a women, be happy, yes also experience sexuality, but I don’t wanna be a sissy or some kind of fetishists or any of that… I don’t see myself that way anymore… the fear of being AGP made me repress a long time and it still does… but I noticed and cultivated the fact that my desire to be a woman goes beyond just idk niche seuality… I say… step away from all the sexual stuff and see if you want to be feminine in a non-sexual normal everyday life situation and yes for a moment the testosterone and male socialisation and porn may make your body react or may sexualize that… but that is taught, not innate… hold in for a moment… cultivate that image non sexually and then when it is neutral… examine it and see… does this feel right or does this feel wrong. Would I rather be feminine or masculine… that’s my honest advice… okay?

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            i do wanna be a woman like 24/7 regardless. but the woke mind virus has entirely taken over my body. israeli plan to troonify me has been succesful.

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              You’re fucking stupid, sis…

              Please meet real people, especially queer people and please realize that right wing bullshit is just that… right wing bullshit.

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                ‘‘Please meet real people’’ THEY SUCK

                ‘‘especially queer people’’ even worse

                ‘‘lease realize that right wing bullshit is just that… right wing bullshit.’’ its not right wing, it’s left wing. bourgeois decadency