that and not being fit/skinny. maybe i had dysmorphia this whole time. everytime i look at old pictures they dont look as bad as I remember them being. at least for my body. my face always looks horrid.

i hate being this way. i feel like such a weirdo for wanting to have negative androgyny.

  • Loose_Sandwich9217
    6·
    7 days ago

    Yeah, idk what would even cause this and i don’t like it. It also gives like impossible to meet standards of what i wanna look like

    • UnfortunatelyAlexOP
      1·
      7 days ago

      yeah actually though. like, i cant look the way i want really. its just not possible. im too old

    • UnfortunatelyAlexOP
      2·
      7 days ago

      yeah idk. i think a good portion of my problems with my body really are just posture and fitness related. i feel so lost and confused

    • UnfortunatelyAlexOP
      3·
      7 days ago

      look… i still dont look right, just that things arent as bad as i thought maybe. idk. i really do hate having breasts though