today i was in office of military yucks and they gave me a week to do basic medical stuff and then theyd definitely drafted me. I couldnt just allow ot because if im gonna get in there and they will cut my hair and forcefully detrans me for 18 months id killed myself.

So today I also went to psychoneurological dispensary and told therapist everything about my life and dysphoria and hrt and cuts. They are gonna put me in psych ward for further medical examination in 2 days.

Parents dont know yet and idk if i will tell them. I’m too anxious to do that so i probably will leave a piece of paper with clarification of where i went. Idk if they will hate me or not because i lied to them all the time but i literally just cant go in the fucking army so i dontnhave a choice.

Kind words will be appreciated… I’m gonna try smuggle a small phone there so maybe we will keep in touch. Also im definitely gonna pregdose myself haha

  • Andrea
    11·
    2 months ago

    jesus… goodluck and i hope all will be well for you 🫂

  • ajin_rouuu
    7·
    2 months ago

    i wish you the best , please be careful. i fucking hate this. god im so sorry. 🫂

  • Worthless_Neptune
    6·
    2 months ago

    that’s horrible 🫂. good luck with it, i hope it goes well for you, and you can get out of it somehow.

  • kyammy
    6·
    2 months ago

    That sounds awful, I hope everything goes well for you 🫂

  • OntologicalFate
    5·
    2 months ago

    Wow this fucking sucks. Hopefully you manage to get a diagnosis and also start the legal transition process along with avoiding the draft. Hugs

      • OntologicalFate
        5·
        2 months ago

        Think about the opportunities! you could be a hustler this might be your chance to make it if all goes well

  • soulmaxxer_twinkhon
    4·
    2 months ago

    Holy shit newtie i’m so sorry you have to go through all this bullshit… please do let us know if we can do something for you <3

    • Professionalcat337
      2·
      2 months ago

      The only realistic ways out with one of those options now shut would be either for new tie to leave the country. However, due to presentation at the military office there is realistically no chance. So we just have to hope that the psychological report indicates that she is unfit

  • four_walls_of_love
    4·
    2 months ago

    stay safe, hope this short stay can prevent u from being drafted

    hopefully your parents will understand

    sending love

  • TamaraBanned
    4·
    2 months ago

    If it’s what stands between you and draft, then good luck. Stay strong out there! I hope you will be fine.

  • ribb0n_rabb1t
    4·
    2 months ago

    im so sorry newtie… hope it wont be to terrible, we are with u

  • Diane
    3·
    2 months ago

    Good luck okay i wish you peace and safety

      • TamaraBanned
        3·
        2 months ago

        Pregdosing should give you about a month before you get to dangerously low level, you will feel sudden drop, but Adam’s Venom production shouldn’t resume

  • anneneum
    3·
    2 months ago

    psych will almost certainly work but you can simulate. I simulated Bipolar it worked for me