I like HRT but when I think about the positives and downsides there are a lot more downsides socially than positives.

Idk I wasn’t happy but I at least had a stable situation. Now? God knows what will happen. Possibly the worst.

For what it’s worth I’m not even that dysphoric. And odds are that dysphoria might not even be real. Or maybe it is real but I’m just mentally strong enough to ignore it and not give much thought.

The small amount of self love I will have for myself compared to all the hate and malice that will surround me is honestly just not worth it.