I like HRT but when I think about the positives and downsides there are a lot more downsides socially than positives.
Idk I wasn’t happy but I at least had a stable situation. Now? God knows what will happen. Possibly the worst.
For what it’s worth I’m not even that dysphoric. And odds are that dysphoria might not even be real. Or maybe it is real but I’m just mentally strong enough to ignore it and not give much thought.
The small amount of self love I will have for myself compared to all the hate and malice that will surround me is honestly just not worth it.
It will just end with you transitioning significantly later and facing even bigger challenges. You can also just manmode it’s still better than repping
Will I transition later though? Idk honestly.
I also not to humblebrag but it’s physically impossible for me to manmode.
If you feel dysphoric at all then you will transition in the future. You’ll just feel like you have wasted your whole life lying to yourself and actively getting worse. As long as transition doesn’t put you in immediate danger you should just stay on it. Nobody’s opinion on trans people is more important than saving yourself from the torture of repping