this flash of envy every time i see a woman

wanting breasts is so disgustingly fetishistic why why why

i cant have children! im barren! why does it feel like my body is half missing? there is no reason to want breasts or hips or any of it, theres no purpose to this envy but petty narcissism! im not a real trans woman, i didnt “know” that im a woman im just chasing it out of this weird vanity , its compeltely irrational so why cant i let it go??

    • KathOP
      3·
      2 months ago

      its not dysphoria though, its just jealousy for an experience i cant possibly understand. im not co sidering any of the reality of being a woman just shallow physical aesthetic

  • Ill Begotten
    1·
    2 months ago

    realize you cant ever have it and find a hobby. i only cry sometimes!