this flash of envy every time i see a woman

wanting breasts is so disgustingly fetishistic why why why

i cant have children! im barren! why does it feel like my body is half missing? there is no reason to want breasts or hips or any of it, theres no purpose to this envy but petty narcissism! im not a real trans woman, i didnt “know” that im a woman im just chasing it out of this weird vanity , its compeltely irrational so why cant i let it go??

    • KathOP
      2·
      2 months ago

      but i cant have children. and therefore there is no functional need for me to have breasts beyond my own fetish for it

        • KathOP
          3·
          2 months ago

          ok but this isnt dysphoria tho its me being a narcissist who wants to appropriate the experience of cis and trans women for my own satisfaction even though im not one:(