phq 9 test for clinical depression

as you can see im below the max so im mentally healthy

although i am on antidepressants so maybe its bad that its still this high… nahh

  • Fuwarei
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    11 days ago

    I won’t lose my hope that I can stop feeling this way. I don’t want to hurt others, I don’t want to hurt my family. But I cannot rep either.

    First time in my life I’m doomed to lose that greatly. Life changing decisions are being made.

    I wish I suffered as much as others do, I wish I knew as early as others did. At least I’d known that I’m not imagining this, that I was born this way, not that my brain fucked up biochemically during my life.

    All of my life is confusion. I don’t know what I want to study at uni. I don’t know if things are as they seem to be. I cannot explain myself to myself. I do not have enough data. Data insufficient, all of this due to my shit memory. If I could remember actually something I’d have already reached a conclusion. But no, my brain thinks that it is better to reach 1000x of conclusions every day.

    Honestly I’m soo malebrained for writing like this… Or schizo.

    Either way, in a week I’m about to do the best or the worst mistake of my life.