Why did this happen? Can the universe explain to me, why am I feeling this way? Why did I not feel this way so strongly before? Why didn’t I realize earlier? I’m 18. I femboycoped at 16. Why is the world so cruel. Suicide is not an option because I’ll only pass the suffering to others. Even if I die, others still suffer in this world, therefore I do. My view on consciousness is that it does not matter whether I am experiencing it or someone else is, we are a part of the same universe, ego is just an illusion. All pain is my pain, all happiness is my happiness.
it wasnt that strongly for me either. i went off E after being a month on it due to scared of resupplying and thought i was faketrans. after like 20 days i got on it again due to being afraid of further testastrone damage. i have no doubts now. still sucks , a lot.
Yeah I’m getting on DIY no matter what, no matter the consequences, no matter if I’m faketrans. I simply mentally cannot stand further damage. No Helll nah I can’t imagine myself looking like my father, I’d rope on the spot.
