I’m genuinely losing my mind. I looked in the mirror just now and I really am 100% male. I stg most of you would rope if you had my face. Its bad. Really really bad. I don’t know what to do. I want to go back to repressing. At least then I wouldn’t have any emotions at all. All it takes is one look in the mirror and my entire day is ruined. All the energy is sapped out of me. I don’t think this whole transitioning thing is going to work.

  • its_ogreOP
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    8 days ago

    Ok, I’ll try my best. I kinda promised myself if I didn’t look like a woman by 30 I would rope but now I’m scared I wont even make that cutoff :(

    I think what I’ll try to do now is just become absorbed in my interests and try to forget my appearance as much as possible. Anyways thanks for replying I always appreciate it 🫂