I’m going to honmode again, full effort full steam. If no one genders me right, I’m actually never doing it again.

I have the makeup planned out, I have the perfume picked out, I have a cute green top and flared jeans with a brown purse, I’m going to andromax my voice out, and full steam ahead on my posture.

If I don’t pass at all. If no one even notices, then I’m done. I’m not honmoding for a month at least, maybe 2. Maybe even for much longer. I’m not too sure, but I’m done after this point.

  • deafsky
    10·
    8 days ago

    much luck i hope everything goes fine 🫂 i understand the feeling, i’m a former honmoder now manmoder with short hair :( i actually want to go back at some point tho…

    • FoxyBannedOP
      3·
      8 days ago

      Honmoding is so much better but I can’t take it atp. I’m losing it tbh

  • mljemy
    7·
    8 days ago

    This is completely unrelated to your post but I hate the term “andro” to mean androgynous, like, androgynous is already male (andro) + female (gyne)… So if you “look andro” what it means is you look male…

    Related to your post, I really hope it goes well but if not no shame in cacooning for 2 months, ive never seen you so i cant hype you up as well sorry 😔

    • FoxyBannedOP
      3·
      8 days ago

      It’s okay. Eventually I’ll pass. I just hate looking like a man in a dress. And I don’t want to embarrass myself anymore. Hopefully someone looks at me and thinks I’m a woman

  • DysphoriaGirl
    2·
    8 days ago

    Don’t make your happiness depended on the reaction of other people… still I get it… good luck

    • FoxyBannedOP
      2·
      8 days ago

      It’s just something that has to happen. I don’t want to embarrass myself anymore. I’m tired of it girl :(

      • DysphoriaGirl
        3·
        8 days ago

        Embarrassing are only the people so dumb in their brain that they need to make you feel bad for being yourself and wearing clothes. So please don’t let this be the last time especially if honmoding makes you happy. You have to take life on the chin sometimes and ignore these types of people.

        • FoxyBannedOP
          2·
          8 days ago

          Girl it’s everyone then. Everyone thinks I’m such a man or whatever so I’ll just hide it a little longer til I can actually pass. I mean I’m close I think. So maybe it’s just another month or two idk. Maybe e just isn’t there yet

              • DysphoriaGirl
                2·
                8 days ago

                It doesn’t have to be the last… you can try today and another time again. Please don’t let other people dictate your happiness