It’s so fucking annoying but I can’t help it. I still can’t understand how I didn’t question anything until 20. I still cant understand how I was porn addicted and basically didn’t have bottom dysphoria until questioning. Every time someone posts some bs about faketrans this faketrans that I start spiraling and the doubting starts all over again. The new legendary cope that I discovered because of Will Powers is that since I don’t have hypospadias I’m faketrans LIKE DO U HEAR HOW STUPID THIS IS ALL IS.

Everything points to faketrans rogd yet I have no intention of getting off estradiol and have experienced no reverse dysphoria.

I mean it’s just so retarded. What man would give himself gyno and be happy with it? What man would willingly give himself ED and low libido??

I think the source of the problem is that I still haven’t truly accepted that I’m a tranny. I just can’t believe it it’s all so surreal.

I’m sorry if these posts are really annoying and dumb I’ll stop posting if I’m just being annoying :(