My breasts are like, large? They are a B but I dont know how? Ive been on oral estrogen for 11 months… probably hondosed idk… I think i am being given injections next month… im fat, I’ve always been fat. But the fat wasnt on the chest, it was like elsewhere… I remember 3 years ago, my girlfriend (who doesnt love me i dont think… she just keeps me for sex) she asked if I was on estrogen because I had small breast and I said that was just because I was fat. I haven’t gained like any weight… ive been within the same 10 lbs up or down for years… and all the breast growth was in the last 11 months, but like im probably being hondosed on oral estrogen… I dont know why they had grown so much? I dont get it… I like them… but that feels so agp… I dont like that I like them… I dont find them sexually attractive… I just like that they are there… why did they grow like 3.5x in 11 months… is that a cause for concern? Could I have cancer? I dont knowww…

  • DianeOP
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    13 days ago

    Why would 11 months oral cause such large amount of growth that seems dangerous… its worried me… and I do check for lumps and I dont find any…

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      13 days ago

      because its estrogen and estrogen causes breast growth? how vast and how much just varies from person to person

      if you dont find any lumps and arent getting any weird skin changes or nipple inversion youre probably fine

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        I apologize if its inappropriate to say this… but my nipples change the shape alot… sometimes flat, sometimes they point or other times the whole areola points so its triangular, but like it just changes alot… and I dont know why it changes shape… and I dont know what inverted looks like i dont know if it does that but it changes shape alot and its concerning…

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          thats normal, its just how they grow. the areola gets pointy then they round out and repeat.

          when i say inverted i mean the literal nipple (not the areola) becomes inverted and points into your body instead of out, you can google what it looks like if youre worried but what you described to me is entirely normal. also tbf i think youd notice if your nipple turned inside out. its also not really a universal sign of breast cancer some people are born like it its only a worry if it chnages to be inverted

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            My skin changes colour… but not only the breasts its my whole skin… I turn green or purple sometimes usually when im sick or really hot…

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              the thing to look for is something called “peau d’orange”, your skin gets really thick and gets pits. it kinda makes the skin on your breasts look like orange peel. youd very much notice youll be fine

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                Okay I dont have that… maybe no cancer…

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        13 days ago

        Its okay she doesnt hit me so I should appreciate what I can

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          13 days ago

          That’s the bare minimum, Diane… She isn’t showing you the love someone like you deserves.

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            She stopped calling me a whore or slut when I asked her to stop so she listens to me like that

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              13 days ago

              That’s disgusting, Diane… You can do better than a mean and callous woman like that. You’re so sweet and kind it makes me sad that anyone would use you in such a way…

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                She didnt mean it to be like rude… it was meant to be like a thing I guess that its normal to say that but I just dont like being called that so when I told her I didnt like it and it made me cry she apologized and never did it again… but still she wont eat dinner with me. And I’ve dated her since I was 15 and I’ve never dated anyone else in my life and so I just dont know what I would do if I wasnt dating her… I am scared…

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                  that is scary. I’m sorry. But she really should treat you better. She takes you for granted!

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                    I dont know maybe im doing something wrong… I should be more attentive to her needs maybe… she is very kind to me I dont know why she stopped being so kind maybe last 3 months…

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      13 days ago

      I have Bs/Cs (idk) after one year on oral as well, I think it just happens for some of us. no need to worry