My breasts are like, large? They are a B but I dont know how? Ive been on oral estrogen for 11 months… probably hondosed idk… I think i am being given injections next month… im fat, I’ve always been fat. But the fat wasnt on the chest, it was like elsewhere… I remember 3 years ago, my girlfriend (who doesnt love me i dont think… she just keeps me for sex) she asked if I was on estrogen because I had small breast and I said that was just because I was fat. I haven’t gained like any weight… ive been within the same 10 lbs up or down for years… and all the breast growth was in the last 11 months, but like im probably being hondosed on oral estrogen… I dont know why they had grown so much? I dont get it… I like them… but that feels so agp… I dont like that I like them… I dont find them sexually attractive… I just like that they are there… why did they grow like 3.5x in 11 months… is that a cause for concern? Could I have cancer? I dont knowww…
She stopped calling me a whore or slut when I asked her to stop so she listens to me like that
That’s disgusting, Diane… You can do better than a mean and callous woman like that. You’re so sweet and kind it makes me sad that anyone would use you in such a way…
She didnt mean it to be like rude… it was meant to be like a thing I guess that its normal to say that but I just dont like being called that so when I told her I didnt like it and it made me cry she apologized and never did it again… but still she wont eat dinner with me. And I’ve dated her since I was 15 and I’ve never dated anyone else in my life and so I just dont know what I would do if I wasnt dating her… I am scared…
that is scary. I’m sorry. But she really should treat you better. She takes you for granted!
I dont know maybe im doing something wrong… I should be more attentive to her needs maybe… she is very kind to me I dont know why she stopped being so kind maybe last 3 months…
you are very kind! she has no right to use you for things. she should be more attentive to your needs!
I dont have alot of needs i just like to make the dinner and eat dinner with her and then also I like to watch videos and movies but thats not required all I want to do is give her gifts like plushies and dinner and spend time together but she doesnt want to…
she’s a bad girlfriend then. You’re kind and thoughtful, and she’s using you for it.
She used to be nice to me and so maybe she is just not feeling well, and she will start being nice again later maybe…