My breasts are like, large? They are a B but I dont know how? Ive been on oral estrogen for 11 months… probably hondosed idk… I think i am being given injections next month… im fat, I’ve always been fat. But the fat wasnt on the chest, it was like elsewhere… I remember 3 years ago, my girlfriend (who doesnt love me i dont think… she just keeps me for sex) she asked if I was on estrogen because I had small breast and I said that was just because I was fat. I haven’t gained like any weight… ive been within the same 10 lbs up or down for years… and all the breast growth was in the last 11 months, but like im probably being hondosed on oral estrogen… I dont know why they had grown so much? I dont get it… I like them… but that feels so agp… I dont like that I like them… I dont find them sexually attractive… I just like that they are there… why did they grow like 3.5x in 11 months… is that a cause for concern? Could I have cancer? I dont knowww…

  • pleasantaftertastes
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    14 days ago

    you are very kind! she has no right to use you for things. she should be more attentive to your needs!

    • DianeOP
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      14 days ago

      I dont have alot of needs i just like to make the dinner and eat dinner with her and then also I like to watch videos and movies but thats not required all I want to do is give her gifts like plushies and dinner and spend time together but she doesnt want to…

      • pleasantaftertastes
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        14 days ago

        she’s a bad girlfriend then. You’re kind and thoughtful, and she’s using you for it.

        • DianeOP
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          14 days ago

          She used to be nice to me and so maybe she is just not feeling well, and she will start being nice again later maybe…

            • DianeOP
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              14 days ago

              She isn’t hostile she just doesn’t like to spend time… she doesnt ever hit me or yell at me…

              • pleasantaftertastes
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                14 days ago

                that’s being a terrible partner, Diane. You should put your foot down a little and ask her to change.

                • DianeOP
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                  14 days ago

                  I did ask her in December and she started being nice again for a few weeks then she stopped slowly and got distant again… she only text me once a week or so, its asking for sex… sometimes I say yes… 50/50 but I dont enjoy it… she doesnt force me to do those things either she only puts hands on me with permission

                  • pleasantaftertastes
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                    14 days ago

                    that’s being a really bad girlfriend. you need to press on her to be better so she doesn’t feel like you’re a given.