My breasts are like, large? They are a B but I dont know how? Ive been on oral estrogen for 11 months… probably hondosed idk… I think i am being given injections next month… im fat, I’ve always been fat. But the fat wasnt on the chest, it was like elsewhere… I remember 3 years ago, my girlfriend (who doesnt love me i dont think… she just keeps me for sex) she asked if I was on estrogen because I had small breast and I said that was just because I was fat. I haven’t gained like any weight… ive been within the same 10 lbs up or down for years… and all the breast growth was in the last 11 months, but like im probably being hondosed on oral estrogen… I dont know why they had grown so much? I dont get it… I like them… but that feels so agp… I dont like that I like them… I dont find them sexually attractive… I just like that they are there… why did they grow like 3.5x in 11 months… is that a cause for concern? Could I have cancer? I dont knowww…
She isn’t hostile she just doesn’t like to spend time… she doesnt ever hit me or yell at me…
that’s being a terrible partner, Diane. You should put your foot down a little and ask her to change.
I did ask her in December and she started being nice again for a few weeks then she stopped slowly and got distant again… she only text me once a week or so, its asking for sex… sometimes I say yes… 50/50 but I dont enjoy it… she doesnt force me to do those things either she only puts hands on me with permission
that’s being a really bad girlfriend. you need to press on her to be better so she doesn’t feel like you’re a given.
I can be more firm… but I dont her to get mad at me… ive traded before… I will agree to have sex if she has dinner with me, thats worked… I dont think she likes my cooking because she loves chicken and I refuse to make her chicken… but I could tell her to be nicer… but she may get mad…
you shouldn’t have to pay her to have sex! she should be accepting of your meat free lifestyle! that’s disgusting! it should be a given! who cares if she gets mad at you, Diane!
No i give her sex and so I can have dinner, my trade is to have dinner or movie… and she eats the dinners i just think she wants meat in her dinner which i told her shes allowed to bring meat to my house and cook it and add it to her own portion… but I just dont want to touch meat or work with meat shes allowed to have meat… im not allowed to be in charge of other people’s diets… and I dont like people to be upset or mad at me or yell at me so I dont like to cause a problem… I dont want to be confrontational its scary…
You can’t let her use your body and kindness like this, Diane. You have a good and gentle heart. But she’s just not treating you with any respect or care.
Do you think I should yell at her to be nicer to me?