My breasts are like, large? They are a B but I dont know how? Ive been on oral estrogen for 11 months… probably hondosed idk… I think i am being given injections next month… im fat, I’ve always been fat. But the fat wasnt on the chest, it was like elsewhere… I remember 3 years ago, my girlfriend (who doesnt love me i dont think… she just keeps me for sex) she asked if I was on estrogen because I had small breast and I said that was just because I was fat. I haven’t gained like any weight… ive been within the same 10 lbs up or down for years… and all the breast growth was in the last 11 months, but like im probably being hondosed on oral estrogen… I dont know why they had grown so much? I dont get it… I like them… but that feels so agp… I dont like that I like them… I dont find them sexually attractive… I just like that they are there… why did they grow like 3.5x in 11 months… is that a cause for concern? Could I have cancer? I dont knowww…

  • pleasantaftertastes
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    22 days ago

    you shouldn’t have to pay her to have sex! she should be accepting of your meat free lifestyle! that’s disgusting! it should be a given! who cares if she gets mad at you, Diane!

    • DianeOP
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      22 days ago

      No i give her sex and so I can have dinner, my trade is to have dinner or movie… and she eats the dinners i just think she wants meat in her dinner which i told her shes allowed to bring meat to my house and cook it and add it to her own portion… but I just dont want to touch meat or work with meat shes allowed to have meat… im not allowed to be in charge of other people’s diets… and I dont like people to be upset or mad at me or yell at me so I dont like to cause a problem… I dont want to be confrontational its scary…

      • pleasantaftertastes
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        22 days ago

        You can’t let her use your body and kindness like this, Diane. You have a good and gentle heart. But she’s just not treating you with any respect or care.

        • DianeOP
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          22 days ago

          Do you think I should yell at her to be nicer to me?

          • pleasantaftertastes
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            22 days ago

            you should be firm with her and tell her all the things you told me. you’re being taken advantage of.

            • DianeOP
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              22 days ago

              Maybe I will… but i am scared of that…

              • pleasantaftertastes
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                22 days ago

                it’s scary, but it is necessary for the health of your relationship. You’re helping her by being firm here.