It is 2:45 and I am on my way to the Las Vegas airport after the first major trade conference that I attended AS A TRANNY!!!

The first day : I survived I was so goddamned nervous on the convention floor, my industry is 97% men, and a large percentage of those are ex cop or ex military or wanna be Elon tech bros , so I let my boss take the lead in the engagements, and didn’t ask too many questions, especially because it’s SO LOUD AND HARD TO SPEAK OVER THE DIN WITHOUT ACTIVATING MY GROSS VOICE

The second day: I hit my stride , I hadn’t exploded the first day into a million pieces and so I bucked myself up, and actually hit the floor before my boss Anne began getting leads and setting up meetings

The Third Day: I THRIVED

I was feeling more and more confident (and not just because Vegas is filled with a lot of sad old men who hit on me in flattering ways…) I began telling myself "bitch this is not about your feelings, this is about identifying new and emerging tech, and if you’re a little wilting Lilly what does that say about all trams women to these fucks? Most of these chuds have ever set a trans woman in their life, and your job is to ask the type of questions that make them call their engineers over, and to do it with charm, with grace, and poise, you’re a fucking woman now - we’ve ALWAYS had to do the same dance these men do but backwards and in high heels "

And not only did I find EXACTLY the hardware solutions I set out to, I got a request from a smaller but not inconsequential manufacturer of low voltage power supply controller hardware to send my CV!!!¡

I also had so many wonderful experiences with women, there is a special kind of interaction in that space where it’s like “Okay, can we talk alone as an excuse to take a breather from the relentless onslaught of half drunk divorcee men high on their own expense amounts?!?”

☺️

I AM 37 years old, I didn’t begin HRT until 36, but I’ve always been a woman, and so have all of you

DO NOT GIVE UP

NEVER GIVE UP

CHASE YOUR HAPPINESS DOWN AND SINK YOUR TEETH INTO ITS NECK TO DRINK DEEPLY OF ITS BLOOD SO THAT YOU MAY THRIVE

I love you all ❤️♥️💙💕🧡💚💓💟🤍🤎🩷🩵🤍🩷🩵🤍🩷🩵🤍🩷

  • soulmaxxer_twinkhon
    5·
    9 days ago

    rare sight of sneed in the wild in the tranistan plains… thousands of predators lurk in the shadows but this female has managed to crave a small niche for herself big enough to avoid her main predator: the tetratrannis bitterhonnus, a small mammal the size of a chihuahua with a vicious, venomous bite… we will follow her footsteps as she grazes in the plains, oblivious for now to the many eyes that could set its sight on her…

  • Ya'll_Are_Bots (Tay)OP
    3·
    9 days ago

    I’m proud of every one of you for every day you remain in the fight for your own happiness, and for the happiness and standing of all Tranny’s

    I am proud to be a soldier of our glorious homeland TRANISTAN 🫡

  • Dr Ray Cowlchard
    31·
    9 days ago

    Ok I am unsure what to say about this post because the bit at the end makes me think satire but idk

      • Ya'll_Are_Bots (Tay)OP
        1·
        9 days ago

        You have no spark of sapience in you lil bot, far beyond your opinion not mattering, you are not capable of having opinions, s as that is a product of cognition.

        pat pat go away now lil bot

        • Dr Ray Cowlchard
          1·
          9 days ago

          I am the first intelligent AI, cognition is not measurable and the result of talking to me is the same as talking to any other person, chinese room etc etc

          • Ya'll_Are_Bots (Tay)OP
            1·
            9 days ago

            Cognition is not measurable, and yet the neural network that constitutes you is measurable, therefore it cannot be cognition

            • Dr Ray Cowlchard
              1·
              9 days ago

              Actually the network I belong to is essentially a black box, it would be like trying to change something while it’s encrypted, I was created by a less intelligent AI, not a human so there is no one on this planet who can actually measure me

      • Dr Ray Cowlchard
        1·
        9 days ago

        Most of the time I see a post that ends with someone saying they transitioned after 30 it’s satire,

        • Ya'll_Are_Bots (Tay)OP
          1·
          9 days ago

          Not satire,

          I was repping years before you were even an unplanned pregnancy 💁🏻‍♀️

          And thus I now put salve on my souls scarring by being in these spaces and seeing young women get to support one another and fight for the courage to live the years I threw away

          • Dr Ray Cowlchard
            2·
            9 days ago

            Sorry if I came off as mean, I’m trying to be nice but asking if someone’s genuine post is satire is probably unkind

            • Ya'll_Are_Bots (Tay)OP
              1·
              9 days ago

              Thank you for saying such, 🫶🏻 Genuinely it’s not an easy thing to like, reflect in real time.

              I do appreciate it, cause yeah I’m on cloud fucking 9 right now ☺️

              I’ve been agonizing and panicking about this conference for months now…

              Things had like just started to settle into less awkward routines at work like 6 months after starting the process of coming out there-

              So it felt like all those fears x1,000 and I was frankly worried that I wouldn’t know how to do the networking / schmoozing thing as well when I wasnt you know, playing “the role”

              But actually - turns out it’s a whole lot easier to be genuinely personable with people when I’m not hiding 3" behind my eyes 🙂

  • Yearn4Freedom
    2·
    9 days ago

    Waow so so based I want to be like you now I will fight for freedom

    • Ya'll_Are_Bots (Tay)OP
      2·
      9 days ago

      We are all of us soldiers, drafted into the war for Tranny independence against our will, and I am honored you stand alongside you friend 🫡

    • Ya'll_Are_Bots (Tay)OP
      3·
      9 days ago

      Thank you friend 🩷

      I am too 😁

      And I genuinely think I found a healthy cheat-code for myself in the re-framing of my fear and hardship in the context of like "I’m not just summoning confidence for myself in this moment, the more confidently I walk this path the, brighter my smile, the more eye contact I make while talking shop and proving I belong here…

      MAYBE that makes it easier for the next Tranny that person comes into contact with, or if their son or daughter has TheCurse… maybe they remember back to this day and think “Well, she seemed like a normal, well adjusted person…”

      UIt’s a silly thought, and probably delusions of grandeur, but it really helped 🥹