I think I have it. I didn’t question at all that I was trans until just before hitting 21 (im def the most faketrans here). Only then did my dysphoria get really bad, and I immediately got on hormones. Before then, I only had a few subconscious troon thoughts from some early age to 20. And yeahhhhh you can say I was just dissociating or whatever but I don’t really relate a lot to the way other ppl here describe dissociation. I genuinely think I just got dysphoria from being in trans spaces


but like does it really even matter if its rogd like if it makes you happier to transition then who cares
it matters bc transition does NOT make happier, it only makes more depressed bc of how over it is
sure but if I can prove that my dysphoria is fake then I can detrans and don’t have to go through this humiliation ritual, idk im stupid just ignore
if ur dysphoria stops then detrans but i doubt it will stop ur not stupid ur smart and gorgina mamas