hugs you <33

      • DysphoriaGirl
        2·
        11 days ago

        Not great… dooming. I am still thinking about just posting a picture of somebody who kinds looks like me to ask if people think I could possibly pass or if transition is worth it. Also I feel incredibly faketrans because I only recognized at 19y old and because I am so malebrained and male socialized and just utterly indistinguishable from a cishet guy

        • sharpieOP
          2·
          11 days ago

          I think most people beat themselves up over wishing they realized earlier. you’re fine, are you on hrt yet? I don’t think you’re faketrans nona, you’ll probably regret repping. how much have you transitioned?

          I was pretty malebrained/socialized up until I came out. I still am but it’s more just being autistic now. you can change that, it’s not like it was your fault.

          if you’re comfy, then you could post that. of course you’re going to be biased. you probably have potential and you don’t see it. and it’s always worth it to transition, I promise, dysphoria doesn’t just “go away.”

          • DysphoriaGirl
            2·
            11 days ago

            I’m not on HRT yet… I have been kinda consciously repping for 11 monthes now.

            It’s difficult to actually just do it…

        • sharpieOP
          2·
          11 days ago

          I’m tired, it’s 3am where I live and I’m scared of having a nightmare again so I don’t wanna sleep-

          • DysphoriaGirl
            2·
            11 days ago

            I am sorry… maybe try listening to something calming when trying to go to sleep to be in a better head space… I hope you sleep safe and sound tonight. Hope it gets better 🫂