I think most people beat themselves up over wishing they realized earlier. you’re fine, are you on hrt yet? I don’t think you’re faketrans nona, you’ll probably regret repping. how much have you transitioned?

I was pretty malebrained/socialized up until I came out. I still am but it’s more just being autistic now. you can change that, it’s not like it was your fault.

if you’re comfy, then you could post that. of course you’re going to be biased. you probably have potential and you don’t see it. and it’s always worth it to transition, I promise, dysphoria doesn’t just “go away.”