i hate being so distant and flakey. its not even like im purposefully avoidant. sometimes i can be when im feeling overwhelmed but mostly im just bad at remembering to check in with people.

then when time passes and i think to message someone, i feel too awkward too. like theyd be annoyed or hate me for not staying in contact which just makes me put it off more

    • UnfortunatelyAlexOP
      3·
      16 days ago

      idk. still feels like i could be a better friend. i always hate being the one who has to initiate stuff, but i then force others to do the same. i dont like being a hypocrite even if i dont mean to be

  • 1cell_organism
    2·
    16 days ago

    Somehow I always feel like inviting someone to do something or talk is always a much bigger risk than it ever is I don’t even know what I’m afraid of really

  • Narcissus
    2·
    16 days ago

    yewh… ive lost contact with way too many people:(

  • angrytransgal
    1·
    16 days ago

    Same. I must have some sort of avoidant disorder to be so reprehensibly bad about avoiding people