I am worthless scum and a bad person. I am filled to the fuckikg brim with hatred and rage and envious resentment. I am a man, a dirty ragful disgusting incel moid who doesn’t have a life. Everybody things I’m nice but I am actually an abuser. I abuse people. Cause I will curse at them and be angry with my family all the time. I have so much resentment towards my family and they don’t even fucking deserve me being a resentful piece of scum.

I am a bad fuckinc person and anybody here or my friends in my life treating me like I am a so nice and wholesome person and somebody who isn’t utterly worthless and despicable is pity and blindness to the fact of how horrible of a fucking person I am.

  • pleasantaftertastes
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    18 days ago

    you don’t need to qualify to be loved. And your parents were wrong about you. You deserve to be allowed your human desires and loved.

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      18 days ago

      Huh? No, that’s not true. Ever.

      Everybody needs to offer the other something. Needs to give a reason to be loved. Needs to provide value. You need to do, not just be

      Love is earned. That’s how it is.

      I can’t compute it any other way.

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        18 days ago

        love is just given, sometimes. you shouldn’t need to earn something so simple and integral to human life. you’re more than your ability to create value or products. you’re a human being, and that’s enough.