I am worthless scum and a bad person. I am filled to the fuckikg brim with hatred and rage and envious resentment. I am a man, a dirty ragful disgusting incel moid who doesn’t have a life. Everybody things I’m nice but I am actually an abuser. I abuse people. Cause I will curse at them and be angry with my family all the time. I have so much resentment towards my family and they don’t even fucking deserve me being a resentful piece of scum.
I am a bad fuckinc person and anybody here or my friends in my life treating me like I am a so nice and wholesome person and somebody who isn’t utterly worthless and despicable is pity and blindness to the fact of how horrible of a fucking person I am.
love is just given, sometimes. you shouldn’t need to earn something so simple and integral to human life. you’re more than your ability to create value or products. you’re a human being, and that’s enough.
I know but I don’t feel like I can really believe that. I just can’t understand it
You’ll come around. Our brains are malleable, after all. Sometimes, you just need to see it to believe it. I hope you find someone who unconditionally loves you.
Being loved feels painful tho
love shouldn’t be painful.
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