are you sure you weren’t at least relieved right afterwards that you survived, and these thoughts come in hindsight? but anyways i won’t argue against that. like i said its hard to say life has inherent worth, but at least yours has value for other people, and things generally might get better as well. it isn’t 100% guaranteed you’re stuck
yeah, i get it. i’m really sorry. just know we and most likely a lot of people care about you and don’t want you gone. i know this might seem meaningless, but your voice doesn’t define your whole life. you can’t know for sure you’re stuck where you are now
i understand, and im really sorry. i wont tell you your voice will get better, because i wouldnt be able to know, but all im saying is that it doesn’t define the whole of you. things might seem horrible right now, but you cant know for sure some things will change. i’m not trying to be a naive optimist (im actually a pessimist), just trying to be a little realistic. wouldn’t it be a waste not to see how things go?
I mean I’ve attempteded more than once before and I don’t regret it. If anything I regret failing
are you sure you weren’t at least relieved right afterwards that you survived, and these thoughts come in hindsight? but anyways i won’t argue against that. like i said its hard to say life has inherent worth, but at least yours has value for other people, and things generally might get better as well. it isn’t 100% guaranteed you’re stuck
No the last time I attempted I literally fought physically against my roomste as he tried to take me to the hospital
I still wish he wasn’t home that day
when you couldn’t do it, are you sure you didn’t feel any relief or that nothing changed for you? not right now, just right after you did it
No none, I just felt empty and sad
yeah, i get it. i’m really sorry. just know we and most likely a lot of people care about you and don’t want you gone. i know this might seem meaningless, but your voice doesn’t define your whole life. you can’t know for sure you’re stuck where you are now
My voice us literally stuck, been training for 3 years and have physical damage to my vocal folds
i understand, and im really sorry. i wont tell you your voice will get better, because i wouldnt be able to know, but all im saying is that it doesn’t define the whole of you. things might seem horrible right now, but you cant know for sure some things will change. i’m not trying to be a naive optimist (im actually a pessimist), just trying to be a little realistic. wouldn’t it be a waste not to see how things go?