Nooticing

  • LooseSandwich543OP
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    29 days ago

    No the last time I attempted I literally fought physically against my roomste as he tried to take me to the hospital

    I still wish he wasn’t home that day

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      29 days ago

      when you couldn’t do it, are you sure you didn’t feel any relief or that nothing changed for you? not right now, just right after you did it

        • cyan
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          29 days ago

          yeah, i get it. i’m really sorry. just know we and most likely a lot of people care about you and don’t want you gone. i know this might seem meaningless, but your voice doesn’t define your whole life. you can’t know for sure you’re stuck where you are now

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            29 days ago

            My voice us literally stuck, been training for 3 years and have physical damage to my vocal folds

            • cyan
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              29 days ago

              i understand, and im really sorry. i wont tell you your voice will get better, because i wouldnt be able to know, but all im saying is that it doesn’t define the whole of you. things might seem horrible right now, but you cant know for sure some things will change. i’m not trying to be a naive optimist (im actually a pessimist), just trying to be a little realistic. wouldn’t it be a waste not to see how things go?