i understand, and im really sorry. i wont tell you your voice will get better, because i wouldnt be able to know, but all im saying is that it doesn’t define the whole of you. things might seem horrible right now, but you cant know for sure some things will change. i’m not trying to be a naive optimist (im actually a pessimist), just trying to be a little realistic. wouldn’t it be a waste not to see how things go?