Nooticing

    • cyan
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      23 days ago

      well that’s another reason not to do it. it’s hard to argue about the inherent worth of life if we’re not religious but most people that attempt regret trying it, statistically. i can probably list many other reasons why someone shouldn’t rope but i’ll just say it’s usually not worth it

      • LooseSandwich543OP
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        23 days ago

        I mean I’ve attempteded more than once before and I don’t regret it. If anything I regret failing

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          23 days ago

          are you sure you weren’t at least relieved right afterwards that you survived, and these thoughts come in hindsight? but anyways i won’t argue against that. like i said its hard to say life has inherent worth, but at least yours has value for other people, and things generally might get better as well. it isn’t 100% guaranteed you’re stuck

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            23 days ago

            No the last time I attempted I literally fought physically against my roomste as he tried to take me to the hospital

            I still wish he wasn’t home that day

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              23 days ago

              when you couldn’t do it, are you sure you didn’t feel any relief or that nothing changed for you? not right now, just right after you did it

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                  23 days ago

                  yeah, i get it. i’m really sorry. just know we and most likely a lot of people care about you and don’t want you gone. i know this might seem meaningless, but your voice doesn’t define your whole life. you can’t know for sure you’re stuck where you are now

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                    23 days ago

                    My voice us literally stuck, been training for 3 years and have physical damage to my vocal folds