the title tbh all of my tranny friends r white and it fucks me up so much, like none of them look like I do I feel like I just look disgusting and brown but now with tranny worms. and like every tranny I see online is a white girl too and I feel like I’m just gross for never being able to be fair skinned enough.

Ig it’s not as bad as when I was a child but sometimes it feels like the only troons I have to look up to are and it gives me so much dysphoria even tho I kinda like my skin color.

  • DysphoriaGirl
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    16 days ago

    Yeah I get what you’re saying. I also always feel ugly compared to white girls and feel like they are so much more represented and also much prettier and also more accepted. There is some semblance of a social script for them, even if it’s fetishized, but for us it seems there is nothing. As if we don’t exist. As if we are not real at all

    • racemkOP
      2·
      16 days ago

      yeah like idk I feel like I barely see any brown troons at all tbh, all my life the only women I’ve had to look up to tranny wise are white women and absolutely none of them look like me. like even the ones I mog still don’t look like me and it just feels so awful

      • DysphoriaGirl
        2·
        16 days ago

        Well good luck even finding pictures of arab trans women. It’s just seemingly impossible

        • racemkOP
          2·
          16 days ago

          yeah I’ve encountered this difficulty with Indian trans women so I can’t imagine how hard it is if you’re Arab

          • DysphoriaGirl
            2·
            16 days ago

            Honeslty… go and do it. All you’ll find is that one Israeli-arab trans woman. One reddit post with a picture. One german trans woman who’s a tiktoker. Two articles about a lebanese drag queen. And that’s everything you’ll find.

            So yeah… it’s hell