the title tbh all of my tranny friends r white and it fucks me up so much, like none of them look like I do I feel like I just look disgusting and brown but now with tranny worms. and like every tranny I see online is a white girl too and I feel like I’m just gross for never being able to be fair skinned enough.
Ig it’s not as bad as when I was a child but sometimes it feels like the only troons I have to look up to are and it gives me so much dysphoria even tho I kinda like my skin color.
Honeslty… go and do it. All you’ll find is that one Israeli-arab trans woman. One reddit post with a picture. One german trans woman who’s a tiktoker. Two articles about a lebanese drag queen. And that’s everything you’ll find.
So yeah… it’s hell
holy fuck that’s terrible
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