im wasting hours, days, weeks, months, years
Yeah… Have been happening to me since high school and I’m 26 so over a decade wasted. I’m afraid it’ll be permanent.
same, i dont think i’ll ever habe what others call life. i just exist and barely retain any memories of even that
Yeah, I think some ppl are just meant to exist, not live and there is nothing we can do
Literally the most motivation to transition is the more I work on myself and the better I pass the more I want to actually do things and be an active me member of society instead of consumed by depression. It’s the worst. It’s worse than the dysmorphia it’s worse than not being cis I just want to be helpful and useful. A somebody rather than a nobody and thats almost too much to ask of myself sometimes.
