Literally the most motivation to transition is the more I work on myself and the better I pass the more I want to actually do things and be an active me member of society instead of consumed by depression. It’s the worst. It’s worse than the dysmorphia it’s worse than not being cis I just want to be helpful and useful. A somebody rather than a nobody and thats almost too much to ask of myself sometimes.
Literally the most motivation to transition is the more I work on myself and the better I pass the more I want to actually do things and be an active me member of society instead of consumed by depression. It’s the worst. It’s worse than the dysmorphia it’s worse than not being cis I just want to be helpful and useful. A somebody rather than a nobody and thats almost too much to ask of myself sometimes.