I got recognized by an acquaintance of mine I had back in highschool when I went out for lunch earlier. It’s not even that I dislike the person that’s upsetting me (I don’t) its just a reminder of how little everythings changed for me.

That I’m still stuck in this hellhole I hate being in

Having the topic of work get brought up and having to dance around it and be vague because I’ve been a neet for nearly a decade

Also just being recognized in general just really stings. It’s just extra stupid considering I haven’t even really been on hrt for a full year nor am really changing anything much but despite that my brain still makes me feel very upset at this.

Oh well at least he said I had nice hair, though not certain how reliable it is coming from him, whatever.

  • dolljoints
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    15 days ago

    someone i knew from middle school but havent talked to since graduating from middle school is now my coworker and i have no clue if she knows who i was or not but asked me if i went to [high school] and [middle school] and i could see the gears in her head turning trying to calculate who i was and then she ended up they/theming me even though i seem to pass to literally everyone else there including the library patrons who dont know shit about me and i still dont know if she actually knows which awkward nerdy boy in middle school grew up to be her awkward tranny coworker and im aaaaaaaaa (my other coworker who knew me since i was like 7 is chill with me being trans though and treats me as a girl which is nice)