im on een instead of sublingual now and i feel so much better yay :> also prog horny ><

this happened once but ever since i was told that neurotypical cis women tend to say “your XYZ looks good” to actually say it looks bad i keep worming about it (also WHY do they do that??? just fucking say it looks good and mean it or point to the thing youre critiquing or shut tf up)

dissociating and forgetting if i actually washed myself or not so i stand in the shower for like an hour before putting on soap. music helps too

i wrote yaoi fanfic about two of my profs and one of the profs wouldnt let me forget

i want ppl to cut themselves cuz im evil actually :)

fair ig

also my ribcage is too boxy i gotta get a corsette and shape it; tbh rn i have bigger problems than dysphoria

i never have cuz i assumed ppl wouldnt like me honlarping but i do keep thinking im a twinkhon sometimes tbh and my face kinda looks like a drag queen sometimes and i need srs :(

3, would be lower if you sought it out

also ngl the description you sent a screenshot of feels like a really gross and oversexualised simplification of empty spaces

yeah theres also the hypnokink aspect but tbh i mostly just engage with the fiction cuz it resonates with me and its kind of a coping mechanism to think of myself as not human, i havent had many good experiences with the community :,)

its a genre of trans fiction that explores the trauma of being trans/neurodivergent/in abusive relationships/etc and the depersonalisation/derealisation/dissociation that occurs as a result through metaphors of not being a person

honestly you dont come off as mtf-y you just seem really optimistic and sweet and i hope the constant dooming doesnt take that away from you

bruh

this isnt real how can your family be richshits but also be helping you get diy instead of a prescription the politics dont make sense

“assault by penetration” and she told him not to touch her below the waist lmao what??? also god damn bbc is degendering hard tcd

if i ever get a nice place with multiple rooms i will be housing trannies in abusive households and helping them get diy and trying to help them get a job and their own place cuz i dont want anyone to be trapped in an abusive household :(

more realistically i prolly wont make enough for that but would maybe make enough to donate money or buy hrt for ppl some point in the future, i gotta survive so i can help others survive,

G-

goals

huh i can comments