I got recognized by an acquaintance of mine I had back in highschool when I went out for lunch earlier. It’s not even that I dislike the person that’s upsetting me (I don’t) its just a reminder of how little everythings changed for me.

That I’m still stuck in this hellhole I hate being in

Having the topic of work get brought up and having to dance around it and be vague because I’ve been a neet for nearly a decade

Also just being recognized in general just really stings. It’s just extra stupid considering I haven’t even really been on hrt for a full year nor am really changing anything much but despite that my brain still makes me feel very upset at this.

Oh well at least he said I had nice hair, though not certain how reliable it is coming from him, whatever.